I know it’s Tuesday, but life is back to it’s usual craziness! I already talked about the actual move on Friday, so here goes the rest of the weekend! I took like, three pictures all weekend so this long post is not going to be very pleasing to look at. Oops!
Jon was in town on Saturday morning, so we got up early and I ran to Whole Foods while he did breakfast with Jackson. As soon as I got home, we headed up to the outlets to get more basic shirts for my internship. I found a few plain tank tops and a few new sweaters. I think I have enough to make it through a year. I’m only interning two days a week, at most, so a few sweaters and tanks and I’m all set.
I started cooking on Saturday afternoon and Jon was going to head out to run errands for me, but had car troubles. Put a bit of a damper on our afternoon. We were able to run to the park with Jackson for a bit in the afternoon, but we had to be back during the day so he could see what was going on with his truck.
I did a quick Piyo workout video, but really, I ended up mostly stretching more than following along. My body was still so sore.
Jon and I caught up on Bachelor in Paradise on Saturday night and I was in bed by 10pm.
I worked 7a-11a on Sunday and then I was free! I was on call until 3 but didn’t get called in, thankfully. I ran to Whole Foods again because I forgot cottage cheese on Saturday morning (also still forgot hummus).
I got home and Jon was getting ready to leave. I was so sad! I knew I’d be sad about the distance but it was much harder than I thought. I’m okay being away from him, but with a kid, it’s totally different. I just feel bad that Jackson doesn’t get time with his daddy and that they’ll only have Saturday during the day and Sunday mornings together for so long. It was definitely a hard goodbye, even though Jon will be back this Friday. I think the initial goodbye was just the hardest since we aren’t into the swing of things yet.
Gina came over after Jon left. We hung out at home and got some stuff done and then went to Panera for lunch. I can’t say that I enjoy eating out with Jackson, but that’s the phase of life we’re in!
I’ve been having some issues with my stomach lately. Every time I eat, I get nauseous and gassy and have stomach pain. My appetite has been really decreased and I’m just not feeling right at all. It started Wednesday and was really bad Thursday morning when I went to meet up with Lisa and Nora. After Panera, I felt so awful. Ugh.
I had to prepare lunches for daycare and work and get Jackson’s diapers ready for daycare. I was trying to figure out what needed to be done the next morning. I was in bed by 10pm again!
Back to the grind! Up at 5:40 to get myself and Jackson ready. We got him to his first day of daycare and he did great at drop off. Definitely a little unsure, but toys distracted him.
I felt so awful on my way to the hospital. I had to stop at Target for a notebook and noticed I had blood in my stool and was just feeling awful. I can still function- it’s not like I just need to lay down, but it is not a pleasant feeling.
My first day of my internship was good. I’m actually pretty excited about it. It was busy but I liked attending the meetings and seeing what was happening. The time flew by and it was 4pm before I knew it.
I picked up Jackson from daycare. He did pretty well during the day there. He just wanted Mama snuggles though when I got him and it was so sweet. And he was in such a good mood when we got home! We didn’t get home until after five, so much later than I’m used to.
We ate dinner and cleaned up dishes and did laundry and the usual adult things. I got Jackson ready for bed and put him down a little early since I’m waking him up a bit earlier now.
I spent almost two hours writing a discussion post and working on my clinical log and then watched Bachelor in Paradise and hit that sack around 11pm.
We had a slower morning today since it’s my off day this week. I dropped Jackson off a little while ago and it didn’t go as smoothly. He was eating breakfast with his friends when I left and they were all digging in and Jackson was just kind of looking at his food and seemed unsure of his yogurt/banana combo. He started crying when I kissed him goodbye and clung to me. I know I’ve spent tons of days away from him, but it still breaks my heart when he cries when I leave. I wish I could stay and snuggle him all day!
I’m heading out to the doctor this morning about my stomach. I don’t feel as terrible this morning, but still nauseous and lacking an appetite. This just seems way different than my usual nausea/not feeling well illnesses. Not sure what’s going on. I want to get this resolved and get back to working out. I don’t want to work out when it’s hard to eat food though, because I have to work tomorrow and Friday and intern on Thursday, so I can’t be depleting myself of all of my energy!
Then I’ll spend all day working on assignments! Probably won’t have tons of time since I doubt I’ll get home until later with this appointment, but at least I’ll get a little uninterrupted time!